I am incredibly thankful for everything that God has blessed me with. I wish I would be able to show that. You know those Christians that you see and they just shine from within, it's like the Holy Spirit is pouring out of them and you just feel so loved around them? Sometimes I wonder why I'm not like that and I've realised it's because I'm just trying to love on people and glorify God with my own strength and not with God's strength. (Explains why I CONSTANTLY FAIL HAHA)
I have a question for you guys;
How are we able to do things through God's strength?
I pray about this but I don't actually know what to do. I hear the phrase 'doing things through God's strength' a lot and I thought I understood it but the more I think about it the more I realise I actually am clueless about what it means.
I hope this makes sense to you all.
My thoughts are really scattered at the moment it's too late at night (or early in the morning) to function properly.
ALSO CAN I JUST SAY HOW AMAZING IT IS THAT WE HAVE SO MANY CHRISTIAN SISTERS IN OUR GRADE?! But then again it makes me think about how many who aren't. Something that Carrie said at ISCF was that we'll never get a mission field like this again. Yeah that's really stuck to me. I never realised that our school is a mission field.
Okay I don't know what I'm talking about any more.
GOOD NIGHT!
Love you all :)
x TQ
