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I'm so lost in my walk with God. I've been so distanced from everything for a really really long time and I don't know how to go back and start again. I really wish I could go back to SIC and have nobody notice so I could just sit there and soak in the atmosphere and just be at one with God but I feel such an obligation to participate if I were to go. I've never fit in environments like these but I really want to try and make a conscious effort to find God again.